its been so long since i got on this but now im back..if ur following me start checking in the morning i should have one up in the morning

i love this song…when i hear this in the radio i think of you..sigh

BEAUTIFUL By AKON

When I see you,
I run out of words to say
I wouldn’t leave you,
cause your that type of girl, that makes mistakes

I see the guys tryna’ holla,
girl I don’t want to bother you,
cause your independent and you got my attention
And I’ll be your baby father,
girl I just want to show you,
that I love what you are doing

I see you in the club, you gettin’ down’
I wanna get with you
I see you in the club, you showin’ thugs love
That wanna get with you

You’re so Beautiful, So damn beautiful
Said your so beautiful, So damn beautiful
You’re so beautiful..

Where’d you come from, you’re outta’ this world, to me
You’re a symbol of what a beautiful woman should be (ooh wee)

I see the guys trying to holla,
girl I don’t want to bother you,
cause your independent and you got my attention
And i’ll be your baby father,
[ Beautiful lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ]
girl I just want to show you,
cause I love what you are doing

I see you in the club, you gettin’ down
I wanna get with you
I see you in the club, you showin’ thugs love
I wanna get with you

You’re so beautiful (oh yeah)
So damn beautiful (oh yeah)
Said your so beautiful (so beautiful)
So damn Beautiful (so beautiful)
You’re so beautiful.. beautiful.. beautiful.. beautiful.. (x2)

I see the guys tryna’ holla,
girl I don’t want to bother you,
cause your independent and you got my attention
And I’ll be your baby father,
girl I just wanna show you, cause I love what you are doing
I see you in the club, you gettin’ down
I wanna get with you (oh yeah)
I see you in the club, you showin’ thugs love
I wanna get with you
You’re so beautiful, So damn beautiful
Said your so beautiful, So damn Beautiful
You’re so beautiful.

i will be starting back on writing again soon..cant wait to get started

Falling in love….

The rainbow I see after a rainy day can’t compare to the beauty I see in you everyday

 All I really want to say is girl I have a crush on you

 If only it was so easy to call you my boo

Every day, I stare secretly at you and I would say

Thank you god, she’s beautiful in every way

 Thinking now I guess god sent me an angel from up above

 To show me that he has never ending love

 To other guys you are just some girl

 But to me you’re worth more than diamonds and pearl

 I write this today, not knowing what’s in store for me tomorrow or maybe even the next day

 Well I’m going to take this chance because girls like you don’t just fall from the sky

So I say falling for you was the best thing that happened in my life

Just like a man getting a yes after a proposal to his future wife

Working in a place like Mississippi is a blessing from up above

Just like HNU dedicated to their work and their love

Life is beautiful for them you see

Even though they live in poverty

Reminds me of how life was back when I had to struggle to survive

Selling bottles in the street just to stay alive

Well you see, ive also lived in poverty

Didn’t have any kind of property

Slept on the cold floor

While daddy tried to figure out where to find money to fix the front door

Seeing a community like this full of life

Makes me want to dedicate my life

To serve those who are in need

Because when I was in need I had no one

No one to fix my house, fix my bed or even a piece of  bread to eat

Life is hard for them but they still manage to keep a bright smile

Its because people like us make a major impact

 Giving them hopes

Changing there lives

this happened august of 2006 (end of summer) i was 5’5 175 pounds..the smallest but i kept up with everyone..this is my story it was a typical day at football practice, doing the usual hitting drills. i was a beast at what i did on the field. as usual i was going in and out of drills like a true beast on the field. i didnt consider myself the best but i had heart in what i did. i played every single position u can think of except for catching and throwing the ball because i cant catch for shit and cause i cant throw. practice was going so well;i was beasting like the usual knocking people on there ass. there was just one problem tho;my shoulder kept bothering me with sharp pains. i told the coach all this but he told me to suck it up and so stupid me i just keep on going. 1st part of practice was almost over and i was walking to the locker room so i can get food and a drink when i all of a sudden collapse,blacking out. at first people were like wow hes prolly playing around. then i didnt get up for 5 minutes and so they called the coach to see what was wrong with me. they tried to wake me up but i didnt respond. the coach called 911. they arrive a few minutes after and check if there are any signs of some problem and discover that my eyes were dilated and then procceded in rushing me to the hospital. when i arrive to the hospital they rushed me to emergency room and the doctors there check me and discoverd i had a blood clot and immediatly they operate on my head after the CAT scan.they start operating on my head opening my skull to get the blood clot out. they remove it and try to put back the skull piece they had removed to get in my head.half way into the process there was complications so they removed it for about 6 months.after the second surgery i went into coma for 9 days. 9 days had passed and then i finally woke up..when i first woke up i tried to get the things on me off and tried to get off but discovering half my body was paralyzed i fell on my face. the doctor told me the reason why i couldnt move. so then i stayed in the hospital for 3 monghs which was also the length of time that it took until i finallay got atleast 75% of my feelings on my left side of my body. i left the hospital after intense therapy(physical, occupational, and speech). by this time i missed half the year of my junior year in high school. i took home school for a month before they let me go back to school. going to school was a hard experience for me because i didn function correctly( walking, thinking and talking). everything was so frustrating,it made me wanna give up so bad but there was something that told me not to. i couldnt play sports and do things that i loved. another reason why i was so frustrated was that i would never be able to step on that football field to play my favorite sport that i loved. I had so many peoples support but i was still depressed.i tried to find everything to get back on my feet but things seemed so impossible.stupid things kept happening to me that i wished would have never happened.i lost my bestfriend and till this day i dont talk to her. even tho all this shit happened i broought myself up from that pit that i was in. senior year was almost here and finally after 6 months of waiting i got my 3rd surgery to get my skull back.i woulda gotten it a month earlier but they had missplaced my skull.after all this i had grown some beasty ass hair but i didnt like it…so i cut it and kept a tail..till this day i still have my tail to remind me of what i went through to get to where i am.

Holiday by Reynard Silva

These days all come once a year and
All I know is that they’re always here with us
If I’m with you, you put a smile on my face
And that’s what gets my day through
All the trials that I run into
Dont really matter to me
Cuz when I look all I see is
Another day, to look forward too

(chorus)
I dont really care for Christmas time
And I dont need no love from St. Valentine
I dont really care bout’ Halloween
Cuz you dont need no costume to be my queen
Dont care about Easter or 4th of July
Cuz all I needs the sparkles in your eyes
I dont really care what people say
Cuz everyday with you means a holiday

Verse 2:
No I dont need another day
To bring the joys of pearl
Cuz all I need is your love
And I dont need another person
To share my life with
Cuz you’re heaven sent from up above
It dont matter what the season is
Winter time, Spring, Summer I know
I can Fall, into your arms
Cuz I know you’ll keep me safe and warm

(chorus)

I dont how to say
But everydays a holiday
All them other holidays
Dont really make no sense to me
Dont want no gifts no treats
All I want is you and me
Cuz

(chorus)
 

i love this song mayn..basically says everything im feeling..its like the writer read peoples whos feeling this way and just wrote the song…mayebe he was feeling this too…

Poems are so cool… read this one i wrote for this one chick

From the first day I laid my eyes on you

I know what I was feeling was true

This feeling kept me going everyday

Like what I was feeling on my first love date

I stared secretly at you when you passed by

But I was scared to reveal what’s inside

So I hid and pray every day,

Hoping that maybe someday

You will understand these feelings I feel everyday

I can’t say I love you but I know I like you

But why is it hard for me to confront you??

Maybe it’s because I am scared to say that I like you

*dedicated to that cute Soccer Chick*

why do i keep thinking about her..is this telling me something or am i just inlove..well i cant really say im in love because i dont even know her that well to say it…she is cute tho…shes short,got nice body,beautiful smile, and like everything about her just makes my heart beat so fast..its as if an angel just drop from heaven..this crush im feeling for her is so like wow…havent felt this in so long..well i dont really have alot of time so ill get more on this subject later..here is a lil something something i wrote..no title yet tho…

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I was so mesmerized by the beauty of your eyes

Like a man so in love I am so addicted to you

All that’s missing is your love for me

Is this true, perhaps it is

If you only you knew what I am feeling inside for you

Just praying everyday that someday you be my boo

If that is even possible ill be the happiest man alive

Ill do anything for our love to survive